Will you be there when the flames die out and the fog remains? Will you be the same when things will change and the freshness gone? How long can you stay anyway? Will you be the one to love me when I have finished loving? What kind of love is it that you posses anyway?

I want to believe it's the same that I do, that I hold so close and dear in my heart. I want to believe that you will be there waiting at the end of forever. I do not want you to make any more promises though, it will spare you from trouble. It will spare me from pain.

I stay while I cannot be strong enough to leave. If ever I will never be strong enough to do so, you can leave anyway, when it's time for you to. I have been through so much pain, why can't I go through it again? I will surpass it once more.

I do not have the freedom to hope for you right now.