I guess there is no way that I could turn away from you. I can’t help though, but keep running. I keep resisting the urge to love you more and more each day. If I can’t have you fully and completely, I’d rather not have you at all. It is just a matter of choosing which path to take. And with this path we are right now facing, I am simply too scared for us. Weather is too precarious in our own universe.

You are still too good to be true for me. Many times I feel everything about you is temporary. It will all fade. It will all wane. I will lose you, later if not sooner.