Monday, February 14, 2011

You took me away from my husband. When we started doing it, almost instantly I could not do it with him anymore. Today is our anniversary, and I am here with you, leaving away everything. You made me believe so many things. Obligation? You said sleeping with her is just an obligation? So did you have fun recording your videos? So it’s just an obligation? You had fun taking those photos of her holding your penis? For a year that I didn’t sleep with my husband anymore, you also had full year of exciting bedtime stories with her. I cannot look at a future with you in it. I cannot live with some more lies and deception. I’ve gone through all that with my husband already. I cannot let myself go through it all over again. I am right, I am not supposed to be with any man at all. Men are for playing around. They’re not for keeps.

Who are you anyway? What are you? I have been placed on a pedestal. And I got bored in there. Are you doing the same to me? You putting me up there, treating me like a princess, while you’re down here living your pretty little lies? How much more hurt do you plan to inflict on me? You have such a very colourful, exciting past. I cannot contend with it. I cannot anymore.

Don’t fool me by saying you don’t like her. We have the evidence. I have nothing but loathing for your lies. You weave lies so intricately. Rather than wait for the day that you will once again look for someone else to play with, I will end here. You don’t deserve me.