If only you can let me go. If only we can at least try. I am so tired of fighting for us already. I just want to give up and make them all happy. I am slipping. And I am scared. I know I asked you never to let go of us whenever I am like this. But right now, I am just feeling all so tired. Here is this feeling once again, this strange yet familiar feeling of wanting to just run away from everything, from everyone. I want to run up a hill, a mountain, till I get to the top. And then there I could breathe again...

What has become of me? I am so lost.