Every time I think of you, I am overcome with emotions. Most of these emotions I cannot underline. All I know is I feel for you so so strongly that it blurs any bit of sanity I have left. Most of the time my own thoughts sadden me, cutting through my heart, simply because I do not have any permission to indulgence.
I want to walk away but I cannot bear to hurt you even if it will hurt me twice as much. I want you to walk away, but I get scared as hell at the thought of you abandoning me yet again. I don't know anymore. You're right. We're in a quagmire.
But I want something to hold on to. And we cannot hold onto each other, because we're both stuck in here...
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