Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Do I Still Deserve that Fairy Tale?

Who wouldn't cry watching this video? It makes me envy the brides who marry the one they truly love and who truly loves them. Every little girl dreams of marrying her prince one day. Right now, my life with you is I can say the exact opposite. Sometimes I'd like to call it a nightmare. Sad, right? But this is not to blame you. It's to remind you this has become our reality. Both of us, we've had our share of imperfections why everything has led to this mess. Given the fact that we started when things were in complete chaos. I was half hoping we could just say the romantic lines we often hear in movies, "You and me against the world", now it seems that it's "You and me against each other." This wedding video that made me cry buckets is just the romantic part, I know. This couple is going to face every hurdle that life calls a reality. There will be fights, there will be tears, there will be doubts and questions and answers that will not be easy to give. But you see, they've waited eight years for this day. Eight, very difficult years. Will you wait this long for me? Will you wait this long with an unconditional love, the kind that doesn't ask for anything in return? Will we have that honeymoon in a faraway beach and get lost in the starlit skies just thanking the one who made them and who brought us together? Will we still live that fantasy that you promised me you would make into a reality? I am just a girl, forever waiting for her prince to take her away. Behind my strong-willed facade hides someone who is weak, frail, scared, forever wishing and wondering does she deserve a happy ever after?

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